Its better when I dream it...

what do you do, when you wanna cry,
but they don't come out
those goddamn tears...

What do you do,
when you wanna hold her close,
but you can't,

when you wanna just love and be loved,
but you won't get it?

What do you do
when your heart feels -
like all that love in there
is going to explode and kill you?

maybe I’m crazy
for loving till I’m sore,
Maybe 'cause of her
I know love more
either way,
there's nothing much to say.

I'm stuck in a place
Where tears are buried deep
and scars are unseen;
Where the weather is gloomy
and my eyes all foggy...

Life's so much better
when I’m asleep
for in my dreams
joy is the only season
laughter the only breeze...

- Adi